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General Chat / Re: Wacko dreams

« on: May 03, 2010, 04:26:22 PM »

I am having increase difficulty recalling my dreams lately.  I have a number of theories as to the cause of it.  First I thought it was because my life has been going really well the past few months, and I didn't need a place to escape to anymore.  But I'm going to take some measures to see if I can get back to the level I was used to by starting to take vitamins, and not watching TV before I go to bed.  Instead I'll just lay there like before I had a TV in my room and reflect on my busy day.  And just for fun... maybe I'll make a new dream catcher.

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General Chat / Re: Wacko dreams

« on: April 27, 2010, 10:32:03 AM »

I had a fairly disturbing clip of a dream the other night.  I was at the creek in the back of my property swimming and having a nice time by myself, it was a nice day out.  I go under one more time and as I come out, the sky in the North started to darken until it was the blackest I've ever seen in (almost as dark as the night).  I get out of the water start drying off and pretty soon the sky all around me is turning this way until its all around me.  I started to run through the field and as I did so one strong beam of light cut through the darkness in the sky and shown on me as I ran.  It was not the sun, but rather, like the strength of a billion suns.  Then I woke up.

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General Chat / Re: Confess!

« on: April 15, 2010, 03:02:35 PM »

I meant the later.  I couldn't help but laugh histarically.  I couldn't even believe I did that.  I can't remember doing that.  I remember the poem though, whats so hard to believe about that?

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General Chat / Re: Confess!

« on: April 14, 2010, 12:07:38 PM »

I bet that made you feel special.

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General Chat / Re: Confess!

« on: April 14, 2010, 10:27:18 AM »

I did what?  Your not going to find any of my artwork on here because I never put any on here, I'm talking about outside TMK.  I don't think I've ever done any fancreations in here.  I work strictly with fine art mediums, and mix them a lot.

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Mario Chat / Re: Collecting Super Mario

« on: April 12, 2010, 11:12:43 AM »

Man, if I only had to time to gather all my stuff.  My list would dominate.

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Not at the Dinner Table / Re: Super Nintendo vs. Sega

« on: April 12, 2010, 08:16:29 AM »

I would probably buy a Genesis now if I could find one. 

Thats funny.  I have about 3 of them and I can't seem to remember how I've aquired them.

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General Chat / Re: Confess!

« on: April 12, 2010, 07:33:22 AM »

I already did.  Another confession that I have to make is a tough one.

A big thing that motivates me to draw or do art work (what I love to do and will probably make a career out of it) is jealousy.  If I see someone getting noticed for work that they did, I almost automatically think (most of the time its know) I could do better, and when I get home I work furiously and endlessly on some idea I've had in my head for awhile but was too lazy to do it.

I don't enjoy thinking this way, its just how I'm programed.  I think it probably has to do with the attention I see other people getting when this happens.  Attention like that for me is a different kind of high and I only feel like I have to seek it out when its about art or anything I'm good at.

All egotism aside though, I often am better.  I just wish I didn't need that to motivate me.

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General Chat / Re: Wacko dreams

« on: April 12, 2010, 07:06:14 AM »

Last night I had another dream about the St. Lawrence River on the top of New York.  This has been a recurring theme in most of my dreams and lately I'm wondering if I do so because of a deep spiritual connection with the land in that area.

Every time I dream of this place I'm either at my cottage by the waterfront or directly in the water.  This time I was directly in the water, floating in an innertube and relaxing in the hot sun and cool water.

I flipped over on the innertube, onto my stomach and looked down through the clear water to the sub-terrainian landscape below.  It must've been atleast 60 feet below me.  As I gazed down, pondering the meaning of life, I again could see the prehestoric aquatic leviathans I have seen multiple times whenever I dream of the River.

This time I was not frightened at all, somehow I already knew they were down there, and I looked down on them as they went about their busy day.

This has been making me think a great deal of the history of that River and what has lived there in prehistoric times.  Were these creatures native to this part of the world when they were still around?  May a couple or maybe even a few still be around, although elusive to the human eye?

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General Chat / Re: Confess!

« on: April 11, 2010, 03:50:30 PM »

Once I had a dream where I was Christopher Walken.

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General Chat / Re: Bad news, guys

« on: April 11, 2010, 12:12:09 PM »

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General Chat / Re: Bad news, guys

« on: April 11, 2010, 12:09:38 PM »

series of tubes

I just had to laugh.

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General Chat / Re: Lizard Dude

« on: March 30, 2010, 04:52:20 PM »

Angelina Jolie looks better in suits than she does in dresses.

You're joking..... right?

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General Chat / Re: TMK Group Therapy

« on: March 30, 2010, 04:51:07 PM »

I've made up my mind that I am going to quit my job at Old Navy.  It just isn't for me, in the 4 or 5 days that I've been working there so far I am already getting sick of looking at the place.  People that I work with seem like they hate their lives and I just can't deal with that right now, pretty soon they're going to bring me down with them.

Its alright though, I already have another job that pays more anyways at RGIS.  It seems as if I'm doing more work for less money at Old Navy and less work for more money at RGIS.  The decision just makes sense.  Plus I feel like I relate to people more at RGIS, they seem more..... "Real".

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General Chat / Re: TMK Group Therapy

« on: March 30, 2010, 04:32:26 PM »

I've been told multiple times by girls that I look like the synth player for a classic rock band.  Dont know if its a good or bad thing, since I play bass.  Heck, I'll take what I can get.