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« on: May 01, 2009, 12:41:11 PM »
I just need to vent SOMEWHERE RIGHT NOW. Ugh.
Alright so. I am really really extremely ****ed and depressed right now. My mother is going through her mid-life crisis. Her second husband left and ever since then she has been really annoying and acting like she's 20 when in reality she is 40 and has two TEENAGE CHILDREN who she is starting to neglect. And that's another thing. Because of all this my brother thinks it's okay to be a complete ******bag. He thinks he runs everything and he stole $200 from my mom. He often tells me to shut up and he hits me and pushes me and doesn't even care if I'm a girl. Cuz he's a ******bag.
Oh and on top of all this, My boyfriend Alek whom I met online about 2 and a half years ago was supposed to be flying up from louisiana to take me to my senior prom. Everything was all fine and good and we were making plans and stuff about like, what we'd do when he came...and then a couple of days ago his parents all of a sudden decide to FORBID HIM to come. Saying the only way we can see eachother is if I go THERE and stay in their TRAILER while Alek stays nextdoor at his Grandma's..? His parents smoke in their house. I'd die of second hand smoke if I stay there.
....So yeah, because of them now I can't go to my own prom.
AND TO MAKE THINGS EVEN BETTER...I have my period this week. Life sucks. 8)