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General Chat / Re: The ANGST thread: Complain here!

« on: May 10, 2010, 11:58:20 AM »

I'm posting this here not because I am complaining about anything, but because I'm confused and in turmoil.  Today I received a message on facebook from an old friend from highschool (we weren't tight friends, but we were more than acquiantances, she was a fellow art student).  After we left and graduated highschool, I let her have this book called DMT: The Spirit Molecule by Rick Strassman Phd.  It is about a docter's goverment funded research on the affects of DMT in the early 1990's.  Probably one of the more in depth books/studies on the subject I've ever seen.  She's had the book ever since.

I never thought about the extent of my influence on people until now.  I always thought whenever I went on about a subject I always had little impression on people, but that was when I wasn't talking about something I was knowledgable in. 

She is a beautifle girl.  She wants to hang out during this summer again.  And I might even want to hook-up with her.  But I'm having conflicted interests.  On one hand, since I've been sober so long, I don't want to be responsible for turning a perfectly innocent girl into some festy skank.  Although DMT is the least of my worries (I have no idea what else she's done) because she seemed fine when I talked to her, DMT is non-adictive but the most powerful hallucinogenic known to man.  I would feel awful if at some festival she was to try some dirty research chemical like 2C-B, or 2C-I.  I've been there before, and its not pretty.

My next conflict is that one of my good friends tried to hook-up with her before, he got close but things didn't work out.  I have to find a way to make him understand that it didn't work out, and that her and I have more in common.  I don't know how to put it though, because the jist of it is that she didn't want him because he was too nice, and when he see's me with her, he's going to understand that she wanted me because I'm the "bad-boy'/risk-taker.

Andbody got any advice?

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Site Discussion / Re: Photo Editing Programs

« on: May 10, 2010, 11:20:41 AM »

I'll check it, I'm not looking for anything too extravagant, but I do like options (which my current software is lacking big time).  Thanks man.

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General Chat / Re: The ANGST thread: Complain here!

« on: May 10, 2010, 11:10:07 AM »

Same here, I was inactive for the longest time because I didn't think I fit in here anymore.  Losing my affinity for Mario and all.  Then I just realized I didn't have to be an all out, balls to the wall Mario fanatic like I used to be just to participate here.  Mario will always hold a special place in my heart though.

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General Chat / Re: The ANGST thread: Complain here!

« on: May 10, 2010, 11:01:28 AM »

Man, scrolling through the list of registered users at TMK today reminded me of Markio.  I miss him, now I'm depressed.  We're losing too many good people here at TMK.

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Site Discussion / Re: WTMK - Help Needed. Audio Editors & Experts Needed (G&WG, etc.)

« on: May 10, 2010, 10:53:54 AM »

For all the years that I've been here, I just downloaded Winamp today and listened to WTMK for the first time.  I don't know what took me so long, or why I had problems doing it in the past.  Pretty sweet to say the least!

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General Chat / Re: I think it's about time ... we saw each other.

« on: May 10, 2010, 10:16:50 AM »

Hahaha, niiiiice.  I was at Wal-Mart the other day and happened to see that same battle-axe.  They had a sword that was pretty knarly too, they're pretty rugid though, they'd hurt if you hit somebody hard enough.

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Site Discussion / Re: Lack of moderation in the chatroom

« on: May 10, 2010, 10:05:02 AM »

Not only in the chatroom, but here in FF too.  I agree entirely with WarpRattler, people who don't have the time, or even want to bother with moderating anymore, should let people who they think would be good for the job be a half-op and get some experience.

I'm in General Chat all the time, look at my stats and you'll see its like the only place I enjoy posting.  I know about anything that goes on in there.  I don't even know if TMK has any mods from the east coast.

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Site Discussion / Photo Editing Programs

« on: May 10, 2010, 09:55:25 AM »

Does anybody know of any good photo editing software I can download?  I'm looking for something free, what I am currently using right now is extremely limited and out of date.

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General Chat / Re: I think it's about time ... we saw each other.

« on: May 10, 2010, 07:00:51 AM »

Man, I have to do this already.  I promise, once my afro reaches epic proportion.

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General Chat / Re: Wacko dreams

« on: May 09, 2010, 07:41:02 PM »

Explain yourself.

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General Chat / Re: Alisbet Q & A

« on: May 09, 2010, 07:39:04 PM »

No.  It just comes naturally.

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General Chat / Re: Alisbet Q & A

« on: May 09, 2010, 12:13:27 PM »

I need to calm down, and not get so excited....

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General Chat / Re: Alisbet Q & A

« on: May 07, 2010, 03:18:12 PM »

Why do I always get an erection in the middle of a long car trip?

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General Chat / Re: Alisbet Q & A

« on: May 07, 2010, 09:59:59 AM »

You can't make me.

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General Chat / Re: Wacko dreams

« on: May 05, 2010, 03:36:42 PM »

I have to say, since I have started my new routine.  I have been thinking more clearly and remembering my dreams with a lot more ease.

A couple days ago I was reading one of my favorite books "Breaking Open the Head" by Daniel Pinchbeck.  I was near the end when I was reading an acount by him in which he tried a new drug he received from a friend.  The drug was DPT.  Short for Dipropyltryptamine, DPT is similar to that of the composition of DMT.  But unlike DMT, DPT is not a naturally occuring substance, and only came about when it was synthesized a few decades ago.

While dipropyltryptamine is chemically similar to dimethyltryptamine, its psychoactive effects are markedly different.

The most prominent features of the DPT experience are increased significance or intensity of music, colors take on a new intensity or appearance, the body may have a buzz or vibratory feeling, a pleasant sensation of warmth, complete ego loss, apparitions of faces.

Daniel Pinchbecks acount intrigued me so much that last night I had a dream where I tried it by means of insufflation.

The visuals were remarkable, looking at my friends face as I brought my head up.  My whole world seemed to desinagrate before my eyes. 

This dream isn't so remarkable to me because of what I saw, even though remarkable doesn't even begin to describe my visuals.  This intrigues me because it makes me think of how the subconscious helps bring about latent desires.

This also makes me wonder if in my dream, because I actually thought I was trying a new drug.  Did my brain simultaniously release an even larger dose of DMT while I was dreaming, in placeof the DPT I thought I was doing in my dream?  To substitute the visuals of course, and to replace the DPT that did not naturally occur in my brain?