I am essentially a case study in wasted talent. I mean, I have everything I need to succeed and have used it to turn myself into a neurotic depressed waste of a human being.
It's 4 AM right now. Instead of sleeping, I've been pacing the halls of my dorm for the last 2 hours, stopping occasionally to punch myself in the thighs repeatedly or cuss myself out rather loudly.
I have ANGST because I am far too stupid to figure out how to change myself for the better, and I'm not stupid enough to trick myself into thinking I have even some value as a human being.