This isn't goodbye, this is "see ya in a few"....
Well everyone, no beating around the bush: As of Tuesday, August 28th, 2007 Shavana left me and my son, Super Baby Jesse. She has stated numerous times that she wants nothing to do with me or my son, and does not disclose her location at this time. From intel, I have been able to gather that she left to be with another man, and is currently living with that man’s mother, but I do not know where that is (which is alright, but she refuses to at least come and see the baby). She also has requested a divorce from me, putting our marriage to an abrupt and untimely end. Due to this, I have been dedicating every waking moment to two things:
1) Baby Jesse
2) Work (my real job)
This has led to many other problems. My room is a MESS! I have not been able to provide updates to either TMK or Wii.tv, even though both are my next passion and getaway from this sad reality. I’m sure once everything settles I can get back on the wagon with both teams, and I have great goals for both places, but now is just not the time to worry about such trivial things. Shavana also took my iPod, and sold it. I don’t know how this was in relation to wanting to leave her son, and to me it seems she did this only to show her immoral she has become. Her attitude is not the one of a mature and sound-minded person from the conversations I have had with her, and she continues to use her new boyfriend to try and intimidate me.
I will not back down from my stance that Baby Jesse is my number one priority. No amount of threats from her, or her new significant other, can stop me from making sure my son is provided for. Legally, the ball is rolling and hopefully everything will work out, but I fear that Shavana will change her tune the minute it hits her that she is about to lose a loving family, a stable home, and everything that was so hard-worked for in the last 4 years.
I'll return with updates as I can, and once I'm more stable the SJ everyone knew and loved will be back!
I end with a quote:
Many a man who falls in love with a dimple make the mistake of marrying the whole girl.
- Evan Esar