Aarom11, to me, you act and post like a sixteen-year-old. You have matured very early for your age. I think you're a very nice and cool guy. I don't know why Gamespot would ban you even when you act mature like an adult. To me, age isn't the deal. If you can act like a mature adult, you can be considered one. Even if you're nine-years-old. I remember one member here was nine, and he was a very well behaved member. If you're age is making you depressed, keep in mind that what inside counts. Heck, before I knew your age, I thought you were around fifteen.
But I know being young isn't why you were depressed, though. You said you were sad because of your friends you had there. You can get their email address still, can't you?