non nnononononononono
It's not being amputated. I cut half the tip off vertically. It didn't hit the none but it missed it by literally a millimeter before it curved away (the cut, that is) so it like hung off and stuff. I had to wait 8 hours in the ER waiting room before I got my 10 stitches (2 of which went through my nail). He put 4 in, said I was done, then said wait, 1 more, then said I was done again, then said wait, 2 more, etc. etc. etc. It was weird.
I went into a bit of shock a few times. Weird experience... but it didn't hurt. It wasn't numb and it felt less than a papercut. Basically, I just *realized* it was like that over the fact I almost cut it off. every time they exposed to wrap it or whatever I went into a bit of shock. Everything started turning white at the edges working its way in towards the center (like what happens when you lay down for a while and get back up relatively quickly) I felt sort of weak, looked straight ahead, couldn't really do anything, and I could barely speak. The first bit of shock I went into was worse than the rest because I was sweating like crazy, felt a bit warbly on my feet, and I had a random urge to cry. Not cuz it hurt cuz I couldn't even feel it really, but I just wanted to. Maybe I was thinking about if my finger wouldn't be able to stay on my body....
"Yesterday... when I`m smaller... I wanna fight that Mario the day before yesterday."