This seems to be more of a pity topic. Now, don't get me wrong, I have nothing against you, nor am I try to sound like a jerk, but it seems the only reason you posted this topic was for pity. And then you continue with your comments afterwards. Really now, if you want people to like you, just be yourself, and if they don't like you, their missing out. What does it really matter what they think, eh?
Oh, and if this topic belongs anywhere, which I don't think it does, it goes in General chat, not General Mario chat. People seem to be confusing them lately. If everyone started posting out of forum topics, which they do already, then you will have one mess of a forum...